Posted in Life. My life.

Well…

I don’t have a lot of friends.

There. I said it.

I think I don’t have a lot of friends because I am not a nice person. I also said that.

I’m not mean, I just don’t have a philosophy that tells me to be nice to people around me, which is probably bad.

Okay. Here goes.

I have three friends who are not related to me. My sisters and my cousin are my other friends. Here are some pics of them.

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Two of them are super close and I am like a third wheel to them. I’m glad we are friends but I feel like I have to force inclusion which stinks… The picture above is of them and me.

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My other friend is cool and we have the same sense of humor but sometimes I think she hates me and other times I’m like “it’s just her personality.” You never know. The picture is us and her sister and it is from a while ago. Hype.

I lost a lot of my friends in 2016. I think I’m okay with that because they caused a lot of my anxiety but now I’m sad about it because, as I said, I don’t have a lot of friends.

I also have trouble asking people to hang out and stuff. Like what do I say. What can we do together. I just want to watch movies. Ugh.

This is a short post because writing it makes me sad. I want more friends. I want people to go get ice cream with and hang out with and watch movies with. I want people to think I am funny. Is that so bad??

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