I recently watched the film The Only Living Boy In New York- starring Callum Turner- and I was very pleased.
Pleased? Why would I use that word? It was a really good movie. Like really good. I think a lot of the aspects of it that presented the main character as this Holden Caulfield- esc character who in a way felt above all of it but in face was just as caught up in it as everyone else.
it being life.
That’s my issue.
I see myself as the center of my little universe and when things get disturbed or when I am meant to question where I am in life it throws me off balance.
Again, that’s an issue. My issue. I don’t know how to deal with big things or little things that disrupt my small universe.
The small universe I am apart of.
I guess recognizing it is not my universe is the start of fixing the problem.
I guess that for now I am somewhat shannon- and I am not the only living girl in ann arbor, I am one of many, one who will do her best to always know that the universe I live in will exist with or without me- so I should cherish it while I have it.