I am currently in the final week of my freshman year of college, which feels entirely surreal.
A lot happened, and I learned a lot. I learned a lot about myself and I think that’s important, but I also know that I have so much more to learn, which is exciting.
I don’t have a lot to saw, just that this year went by really fast. I have watched a lot of Friday Night Lights this week, which made me miss high school and that hometown feeling.
I don’t feel at home here, yet.
I can give it some more time, I know that but this is hard.
I’m going home this summer and I am nervous.
There’s a lot I want to be able to do and I honestly don’t trust myself to actually do it. And I don’t even have a specific plan which is even harder.
I need goals in mind that I can work to achieve, which I guess is the next step.
And I’m excited to see what sophomore year has for me. We’ll see though.